Feb 12 2009
I hear violins playing!
I am sorry to those of you who may read this blog, if it is boring or repetitive. I love to write but it seems when I finally get the chance to sit down and actually write this I am still being interrupted. I think that my brain cannot have one complete thought without interruption. Those few times that I do not get interrupted I get writers block, I do not know what to write. I want to write so that it is interesting!!
I know my dysfunctional family provides me with plenty of content and the two little mischievous girls give me quite a bit to write about because they do so many crazy and cute things. At least it is cute when I am writing about it, maybe not so cute at the time it actually happened. Being the homebody that I am I really do not have worldly tales to tell, I guess you may just as well say I am boring. I do have a lot of opinions but I do not impose them on others.
We all have to do what we feel is best for our families and sometimes something that you have had good luck with may not work for others. I knew my children very well because I was with them 24/7 and I knew if they had done something just by looking at them. Each of my children were different individuals and were treated as so. I do not know what that may say about me I am not a psychologist, but that was what worked for me. I do have a piece of advice that I will pass along to others is that children need that unconditional love and they need to know that they have it!
Our trip is getting closer and I have so many things to take care of it is not funny. I hope no roadblocks appear between now and the time we are to leave. I walk around with a gray cloud over my head and if something bad can happen it will for me. I often times think that I must have done something so bad that I am going to pay for it the rest of my life. What I might have done I do not have a clue. My grandmother used to say if it wasn’t for bad luck I would have no luck at all!!
