Jan 27 2009
Time
I cant believe how fast time goes, is it that I am getting older or is it just the fact that I am busy. There is not a moment of the day that I am not busy. If I am not cleaning, cooking, washing, playing, I must be sleeping.
Writing this blog is something that I enjoy doing, it really is not time consuming unless I try to write when the girls are awake. I hope that those that do read this at least are able to get a chuckle at my daily trials. I know that there is no such thing as normal and I will not pretend that our lives are normal. I do not wish for the things that we do not have, I am a happy person by design and all of the life experiences I have been through only make me a better person. Even if the experience was brought on by me, the only thing that these experiences have not given me is the definitive path to bring myself out of a life long rut.
I know that you may read this and think that I am crazy, or dumb for being amused at myself and my circumstances. I will never give up on myself or my children and will always keep trying to better myself and to be the best mother and grandmother that I can be. I do not have many things under my belt when it comes to anything else but raising children. It is funny because I was an only child and raised with all adults, so having five children really taught me a lesson or two. I believe that life is only what you make it.
I can still smile and have a great day even if I do not have a penny in my pocket and do not know where the next meal is coming from. I keep faith and know that I will get over this hump just like I have in the past and I know there will be more road blocks waiting. Maybe you think that I am uneducated or just lazy, but I do have a degree and I did graduate with honors.
The only thing that is against me at this point is time.
